it might be gone for a while. but not for me. when i say all the time. i mean all the time, every time. it's not that i have my ego in the way, but it is the end product that will continue to suffer me from yesterday, now and until tomorrow. you may say that i have the higher ground in all of this. if that is true would be i down and dry like this. coming through to you not directly but with hesitation and help from external communication. i don't know what, where, or when everything went wrong. but nothing is normal, good, or even stable. not you. not me. not even the weather. and what do i turn into, a complete downgrade. the people around you, sure they'll help you out. here and then. those happy formulation of liquids and medicines that you consume might turned those frowns into smiles. but, really it's all temporary. whatever you run to, you always end up running into yourself.
and all the drugs in the world cant save us from ourselves.
